“Reconciling Our True Desires”

This week we have a focus on Peace in regard to having it, maintaining it and being in it. A desire to maintain inner calm for everyday serenity however this requires strength & disciple to support & sustain it. Without these two things peace cannot stand strong within you. The Ace of Cups strengthens the importance of having deep emotionally fulfilling relationships where unconditional love, acceptance & forgiveness can be found. Some can take these types of connections for granted but you are aware of the sense of joy & happiness it brings. However, we find conflicting messaging here. While you value peace, you crave excitement at the same time. Although grateful for what you have, you can grow restless. Peace to an inquisitive soul can soon turn to feelings of stagnation & boredom. Page of Wands wants a little excitement which by its nature, brings disturbance to harmony. Perhaps you are unconsciously stirring the peace with a bit of chaos just to get some fresh excitement? While there’s nothing wrong with pushing the boundaries and being reinvigorated by new adventures, the Page of Swords in Reverse warns the way you are going about it is not the right one. Most people are not aware that they carry out addictive behaviors, thoughts or ways of life in their romantic relationships and are largely unaware of the counterproductive consequences of those unconscious actions. The effects of childhood dysfunction, inner trauma & a lot of unprocessed anger. Here I’m reminded of folks who have a tendency to initiate fights in an attempt to rekindle closeness.  Couples who indulge in this behavior are actually doing their relationship a disservice. Missing the thrill, they subconsciously start fights just so they can be “solved” with make-up sex. They revel in a newness of love, raw emotion & reignited desire but it also brings an overwhelm of conflicting emotions & perhaps a few tears accompanied with biting words. Since this PoS illustrates a need to exercise self-control, let him serve as a reminder to not ruin a good thing. Take some time and re-balance your inner self before moving forward.  Return your focus on what you truly value by replacing immature destructive desires for honest talk and healthy discussions about the relationship