“Goal or Gaol”

A goal you wish to achieve is represented by the High Priestess-to learn or apply knowledge not readily understood by the masses. Taking this a step further, it is to utilize this acquired esoteric knowledge and wisdom to gain insight into behaviors, patterns, thoughts, or ways of life that you are completely unaware of. And like Tarot itself, it serves as a mirror, reflecting these subconscious actions back at us, making the unconscious conscious. Once you become mindful of it, it's impossible to be asleep to it. Here, she holds an offer for change and transition, an invitation to walk through the doorway from one state of being to another. Like the Hermit, this is a journey, a process that can only be made alone. But do you have what is necessary? Now, normally looking at the 9 of Swords, I would say no, but let's consider this a maybe at the moment. The 9 of Swords is an uncomfortable emotional and mental space to occupy. Caught in a pattern of anxiety and neurosis, it can indicate that you have reached a breaking point, ready to make a change to ease this pain. Finally tired of supporting your negative mental projections, of building worst case scenarios, or anything that has been impeding you from reaching your goals, you can shift your mindset by taking accountability. Stop ignoring advice, refusing to help yourself, staying stuck & do it once and for all. Bound by an inertia of your own making, this resistance to change will only prevent needed big transformations from happening. Nothing changes if nothing changes right? Revelations need not be painful, however. The Hermit, the sign of mystics or of being of service, says you have what is sufficient to enthusiastically inspire others with compassion & wisdom, if you can put yourself out there. You have developed, through research & analysis, a gift of being able to see beyond the façade. What good is the spiritual knowledge or intuitive insights on the deeper aspects of life if not shared? Don’t be afraid to face your inner demons fueling this stagnation.

*When drafting this reading, I had misspelled goal as gaol. I then realized Gaol is an outdated Irish/UK spelling for jail. So achieve a goal or remain in your old cell.